Emotions changing

Why can I be such as peace one day and the next I can't stop crying my eyes out... ugg... maybe its the fact I had the chance to have custody of my son and I turned it down. Maybe its cuz I dont know when the next time I see him is going to be. I just dont know. It could also be I keep hurting the one person I care about most. Whatever it is... it needs to stop

Taking a chance

Changing the world around us.
Wanting it one way.
Only seeing the other.
Scared of going back.
Wanting to only go forward.
Taking the chance.
Hoping not to sink.
But to only fly.