I'm getting depressed. I don't know if it's just cuz I keep dreaming about draco. Or its starting to hit me about having a kid. Not being able to have my body as my own. I really don't know. I just know I'm getting depressed. I love my guy. But I miss draco. Draco was really my world. I haven't seen him in 3 months and I got told 2 months ago I wasn't his mom. I don't know how well I can keep this up. My emotions can't keep on track. I feel like I'm kinda losing myself.
Monday, August 4, 2014
My son
I think about you everyday. Then show a smile to keep me on my feet. I have to keep reminding myself that I don't have a choice. Hope you know that I will always love you. Hope you grow up and be someone worthy of respect. To learn how to let go is to admit that it hurts. One day you'll just be a memory that I can grow from. Until then I keep you close to my heart.
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