His new job

My guy ended up getting a new job. He now works as a state driver for a newspaper company. Pay isn't great but it's livable. Only problem I have with it is that he works nights. So he is gone all night. Which is sometimes a great thing with the newborn. But he sleeps during the day. So I feel like I get no time with him. Even if it's just sleeping next to him. I kinda hate it. But I am glad he got the job. We needed a job badly. And for the most part he seems to like it. At least he is close to home.

3 weeks

I can't believe your already 3 weeks old. You have grown so much. To the point I'm seriously glad you came out when you did. For 3 weeks you are still puking up about everything you eat. And your toothless smile I so wish I could get on camera. It's the most adorable thing ever. You had some eye gunk problem but they went away for the most part as soon as you learned to create tears. That day was entertaining cuz you would just tear up with a big smile on your face knowing you made this big accomplishment. Your umbilical cord fell off. So you finally got your first bath. You whined through most of it. But you liked sitting in it. Guess you didn't know what to think of it. Your hair is getting darker and also growing a lot more of it. You love tummy time. You managed the other day to crawl over the boppy pillow and went about a foot. You can't quite crawl so it's a mix between military crawl and scooting across the floor. You also havent quite figured out to use your arms to move. Your still not much of a fussy baby. But you love to be held. You also rather sleep anywhere but your bed.. I think it's cuz it's to hard. But we're going to kick you from that habit. Your 21 inches long and over a lb from your birth weight. Also your dad likes giving you gripe water. You also have such unique personality and express it quite a bit. You gone through your first holiday and about to go through your second.

Love

There's is a big difference between loves. You can love someone you barely know. But it's not until you get to know the person and see the flaws that makes them who they are. That you truly know you love them. It could be something that you normally would disagree with. But in the end you could care less and still want to be with that person.

Little boy

My sweet little boy. I can't believe I made someone so precious. But not even 24 hours after birth your even giving nurses a scare. My dear little boy you have a reflex problem. You also scared the nurses to the point I don't get you for the night. And your circumcision is being delayed cuz of it. I hope they let us go home tomorrow. No idea how hard it is to not have a way to watch over you tonight. I love you little boy. Be strong for this world. You have a family who can't lose you yet.

Day that changed lifes.

At 7:51am I gave birth to a little boy all natural. 7 lbs 1oz and 19 1/4 inches.

About 11 days left

Hehehe. I know it's late. Or early. I blame the kid. But I wanted to point out that I have about 11 days left. I know it's probably going to be sooner or after. But I got all excited. I went from wanting to have the kid already to I'm not ready. And now I'm just trying to be patient knowing he will be here when he wants to lol.

Update

Woke up cuz having to use the bathroom. Relized I also had extreme acid reflux. Guess that's what I get for forgetting to take stumach meds. Used the toilet and heard a plop. I finished up then I looked what the plop was. It looked like part of the mucius plug. Guess I lost the last of it. Went out of the bathroom. Didn't really want to leave the room to get meds. So I took four tums and drank a little water. Then decided that this is a big moment and I should write about it before going back to bed. So night.