The car venting.

THE CAR THE CAR THE CAR!!!! oh I hate that car. I wish I never agreed to own the car. Yes I have no idea what transportation we would have right now. But uggg... Think I figured it out and nope. All the car does is cause tension between my husband and myself. What I owe is way more then what it's worth. What it would cost to fix the car is still more then it worth let alone what I owe. I get the money to pay for the car doing something I hate doing and he still talks that it's coming out of his pocket. Well if it wasn't for me asking. We wouldn't have food right now. Let alone if we use the money for this month it means no christmas... guess I better get real good at making stuff homemade from items I already own. Yes I know I'm just venting. But I needed it. Gir the car. Why can't we own a vehicle that we don't owe money on? Like just one that we buy. Don't owe no delership. Just pay insurance. Why is this the one thing my grandmother was proud of me doing. It's the one thing that I really want to have it never be in my life again. I wish I could just say get rid of it. And we end up with something new. No payments that take the entire check.. evil car.