being me

Being me. I never imagined in my wildest dreams that this would happen to me. Judge me if you will. But this is not easy. Nor did I see it coming. First few things to know. 1. I am married. I'll let you judge for your self's on if you agree with how he is. 2. There is a toddler involved. I been his mom since he was 2 months old. Been working on adopting him. 3. I have a lot of medical problems. 4. My past isn't pretty. 5. I have a lot of secrets. I am open to any questions about my life and the decisions I have made.