So late September I made a promise that I would go to Oklahoma by the end of October early November. I made it when I was really happy and in lala land. But doing so I would have to devorce my husband by then. Which means no more Draco and Halloween would be my last holiday with him. I cant do that. I have yet to brake a promise with this person. So I finally had to get the courage to ask about changing the date. I could hear the hurt. And got told wasnt going to wait much longer. Which is all running through my mind. But I got told its up to me. So im freaking out. I hate doing this. I feel awful. I dont want to lose this person. Guess ill see what god has planned while I decide.
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