What I told my ex husband

Glad you can go though every day knowing you took another mom away from Draco. I'm sorry that I didn't hold out going through everything I did to try to make it work between us.  I'm sorry I trusted you enough to believe that you and I would always be around. That the 3 of us will always be family. Even though we're not together I still believed the three of us will always be family. I'm sorry you think I was a waist of time and that I never should have been around draco. For as much as he is scared of me. For as much as you want me to have nothing to do with the both of you. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm so worthless that I believed you would never take him away from me. I'm sorry I'm not someone you want around your son. I'm sorry I ever thought you were the man I saw. The one who never had to go to his family about every little damn thing.  Thank you for letting me see him one last time. Even though he was scared of me. And I wish I never saw him act that away towards me. I hope he shows you why I would put up with so much. Why he the only damn thing that was holding me here. Why to me he is my personal angel and will always be my son. My only child. I'm sorry everyone was right about you. And that I should have put in that I wanted some rights in the divorce papers. I'm sorry that the person who wanted nothing to do with him still has rights to him. I'm sorry that I still regret saying no all the times you wanted to give me full rights to him. Honestly I hope your memories of me goes away over time.  That the one person I want in my life would have something in his heart that would remember how much he loves me. I'm sorry. But you never have to deal with me again.
I also wanted to add. I wish you would had killed me. At least then I would be able to go on. Or even killed myself.