When I'm alone. My mind wonders. I no longer see reality. I'll I can see is my worse fears coming to life. I feel the pain of it all. It's harder to come back then it should. I keep having to tell myself. That it's not real. To stop thinking that. To keep me away. I distract myself. TV shows, games, internet. But when it goes away and I'm not asleep. My mind just wonders. I can control it most of the time when I'm driving. Just not when I'm alone somewhere.
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