Monday, December 8, 2014

You don't understand

I don't text you this much cuz I feel like I have to. It's that I want to. It doesn't help that basically your the only one I have to talk to. I hold myself back on texting you as it is. It's been my way to comfort myself not being able to be around you. I can't throw myself into work. Or really anything. With my dad being here I feel like I'm back in jr high high school. I just wish I can make you understand on why I text how I do and how much I do. It has nothing to do with the past. Hey you can ask about any one from slc and they can tell you how much I texted when I lived there. I'll work on slowing down even more. Just remember that the last time I was slowing down you started to bug me that other people was texting you more then I was. But I think I'm really going to let you go until bed. Just know it's not that I want to. It's that if I'm going to slow down more that I need to do this.

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