Sleeping

You slept almost 6 hours!!! Sadly mom only slept 2 and a half. That's what I get from packing while you slept lol. Oh well I hope you do it again soon.

First time 4-2

Your daddy and I put you on the floor for some tummy time. Well I sat on the floor next to you and just was talking to you. Massaging your shoulders. And rubbing your back. Well you ended up falling asleep. Your dad was the one that noticed. We ended up flipping you over. I know they don't like when  babies sleep on bellies. But for some reason you love it.

No ceremony

So the topic the wedding has been being bounced around. My guy and myself has basically decided to just get married by a judge and then having a reception later on. I wanted to get some opinions from a few people that are close to me. Seeing as for one I am terrified to tell some of my family. And two I didn't really have a wedding last time lol. These are basically the answers I got back.

T. -That's what you did for the first wedding. Had ceremony then nothing else. It's your day. Entirely up to you and what you think you want. Do have baby now. Things are expensive. What are you going to want to have to remember.

M. - All up to you.

N. - That sounds like a great idea, to be honest. I don't really see the point of a big humongous shin dig. Screw them. It's your life and you can do what you want. You'll share the happiness with people eventually, but you just need to do what's best for you.

L. - You could if you wanted to. With a baby, it may be easier for you to do it that way and just plan a reception later. Take it from some who made the mistake of letting her family take over her wedding planning, do what you feel is going to be best. You Wil be happiest doing what you want to for your wedding.

So basically all saying it's up to me. And i think it basically made up my mind on what I want to do. Yes I would love to have pictures with my guy and I all dressed up in wedding attire. And get to deal with what flowers or food I want. Hey I still get to do food lol I just relized that. Walking down an aisle might be fun and having brides maids would be fun.. except picking on who.. to many people I would love to pick. Lol. But to me in the end I don't think non of that matters. As long as I get the same end result. I just need the
courage to tell my grandparents and my dad lol.

Future marriage

So I keep bugging my guy about the date he plans on us getting married. He won't tell me. And I'm impatient. I just want to be illegally married to him. And I'm getting jealous of everyone getting married and I'm like I was engaged first... yah I know it's a little childish of myself. I told my guy I wanted a day to be excited for. Which is true. I don't have that with Kai anymore except counting how much older he is. He ended up telling me "Haha you should be excited for every day cause you never now what might happen". Which is true. So I told him "but it's not everyday I get to marry the love of my life". He stunned me on what he told me next. He told me that I do. Of course I asked how. Then he said something so sweet. I decided at least for now I'll stop bugging him about it. He told me "Every day I come home every day I lay down and hold you every day I kiss you and make you smile and laugh every day I get to Say that your mine always and forever baby so every day we get married little more at a time". Isn't he the sweetest. Anyways wanted to share that.

Mom perks

Being a new mom has its moments. Take a few days ago for example. I was out shopping with the family and I saw this lady with a baby carrier. Well I been looking for one so I went up and asked what she recommended. She told me what she liked and disliked about the one she was wearing and about another one she used before. She went on telling me about the best ways to get one for cheep. We then started talking about brestfeeding covers and how to get free stuff. She then offered to give me a brestfeeding cover. We exchanged phone numbers so she can give me more information on how to get free items when she gets home. We ended up leaving the store and she digged threw her car and gave me her other brestfeeding cover. We then parted ways with my guy looking at me like how. To me becoming a mom is like joining an exclusive club. You have to go through the rough patches basically like hazing to get in. Then once your in your all united in some way. You give other moms advice if they ask. And you don't judge how one parents because we all been there. Yes I admit some moms don't seem like they are apart of the club. But I guess like all good clubs you can get kicked out or decide to join or not. It just up to you to use your newly mom senses and figure it out. I'm also not saying all moms will give you free stuff. But most of them will give you advice if you ask. Also having a baby gives you wonderful excuse to get out of stuff.