Body image

Do I feel pretty? No. This pregnancy makes me just feel huge... I had issues with my weight before I got pregnant but I could still feel pretty. I don't feel that away any more. Yah everyone comments on how I look with the belly and I'll I can think is yah that's cuz you don't want me to feel bad. Do I love being pregnant? Yes. But I hate feeling so big. It's the only time in life people praise you for gaining weight. Unless your underweight. I see 180 on the scale and go ahhh. and I'm not even done with my pregnancy. I could care less what a scale says for the most part it's just how I look. Big brests. Yes I can live with bigger. Bigger belly. As much as I don't like how I'm so big I am I also know it's baby. Big thys. They drive me nuts. Fatter facial. I kinda want to kill my face. Acne everywhere.. they can just go. In the end I hope it's worth it. But for now I can't wait until I can work myself back to a decent weight and shape and love my body again. BTW being able to wipe normally or shave or bend over is a few things I miss.