Have you ever just wanted to die but couldn't cuz of a living person inside of you. That's how I feel. I want to just die. It doesn't matter what I do. I make mistakes. I hurt people. I make other people upset at others. I just hate it. I feel like I don't belong in this world. That death would be easier. This little boy is probably the best thing that keeps me living. If I knew he was gone I don't know what would keep me here right now. I even think it be better for my guy if I was gone.
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