Feeling like someone punched you in the gut. Feeling like you want to just cry. Wanting to be alone. Feeling all cold. Yet knowing it was to good to be true. Not being able to stop shivering. Wanting to be in a hole. I understand so much now. I want someone to kill me. To bad it wont happen. Needing to be strong. But not able to find it. Not able to say why I feel the way I do to anyone. Wishing I found out when it wasnt my time of month. But glad I know. Will it always hurt? Will it ever go away? Only time will tell. Trying to be strong. Nothing is working.
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