So many things I have done. Why cant I know I wont screw up. Im forever afraid of losing everything and eveyone I love. I know I get told it wont. My faith tells me everything will work out. Im still freaking out. Its like every little thing I have done is coming out. Mocking me. Telling me it wont work. Telling me I screwing up. Then it all vanishes. Sometimes for a few min. Others for a few days. I know what I want. I know what I believe. Now to hope I dont ruin it.
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