Thinking that I rather lose anyone then you. But I knew that. Dont think it sunk in this much though. Im never ending crying cuz of it. Dont even want to know what I putting you through. Just that thought kills me more. Im such an idiot. Why did I break. I got further then ever. And now im in a worse spot where I only see darkness. I should have just called you. It would have brought all my courage back. Instead I took you out of the equation. And hurt myself more. Why am I this stupid. Your what I want. Am I just determined not to be happy. I sure think so right now. Think it hurt more just how easy you took it. Why in the world did you take it that easy. All I got was a okay bye... I just dont understand why. That kills me more then anything. Makes it seems like everything gone. Poof.
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