Why does everyone belive im so strong emotionally. I really not. They may see it. But I dont. I know I been though a lot and im still going though a lot. But im not that strong. This is killing me emotionally. I give in way to easy. So what can I do? I let my emotions over run me. I need to be stronger for myself. And for the people I care about. Right now all I want to do is go hide in a hole. Away from all the emotional turmoil. I'm stuck always hurting the people around me or disappointing the people that care about me. I just dont know how to be strong enough that I wont. My backbone hides a lot. I know it deals with how I grew up. But that backbone and strength needs to find a way to come out when I need it. Hope everything calms down enough emotional wize soon.
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